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This is the fourth of a series of personal stories from patients
and their families who have been diagnosed with Churg Strauss
Syndrome. Our disease is very rare and these stories remind
us that we are not alone. If you have a story to share please
contact Cindy,
who is the "In Our Own Words" editor. Special thanks
to Dawn for so eloquently sharing her story!
Pain, Prednisone, Prayer, Promises
& Patience
by Dawn M. DesJardin
I say that I got CSS between 9 & 10:30 p.m. on November
3, 2004. However, I was diagnosed with asthma in 1996 at the
age of 59, and I had been to a doctor once or twice in 1995
because I "squeaked" when I exercised and when I
laid down at night.
Beginning in 1996 I used Azmacort and Serevent inhalers. I
got along fine at first, then later a once a year shot of
Kenolog was added to keep me feeling well. Then I needed it
twice a year. In 2003 I went to an asthma-allergy specialist
and he prescribed Advair and continued the use of Azmacort
with it. Also in 2003, when I had a routine lung scan it was
discovered I had nodules on my trachea and my lung. Those
have been checked every 6 months and haven't changed. I don't
know if they are any indication of CSS.
I did well until the fall of 2004. At that time I went back
to the specialist and he added (temporarily) Mucinex and Ventolin
and a vaporizer, which helped.
On November 3, I was very tired (but I had worked hard all
day painting walls, etc.) and I went to bed at 9 p.m. At 10:30
p.m. I woke up with the worst muscle cramps I have ever experienced,
in both legs and feet. When I tried stepping out of bed I
found that my left foot was partially numb. The rest of the
night was a blur of trying to sleep and painful cramps. For
the rest of the week I experienced cramps at night but not
as bad. In the daytime I had very stiff and sore muscles and
felt tired. Also the numbness began to creep up and eventually
I had (and have) some in both feet and legs. On Nov. 6th the
pain began to change, and on the night of Nov. 7th I had the
following symptoms -1) Both my feet hurt/burned/etc. all over
and I didn't want anything to touch them. 2) Especially on
my right foot it felt like a vise was hooked on the outside
and wiggly electric worms were crawling in from that; 3) I
experienced foot-drop on my left foot. 4) I felt like my legs
had been scalded. 5) I felt little "electric wires"
here and there all over my legs. I hurt terribly bad when
I walked but worse when I sat and worse yet when I tried to
lie down. I woke my husband up to take me to the emergency
room at 5:30 a.m. on the 8th. (We live in a very small town
with one doctor, two ARNP's, and a small hospital.)
Various drugs were tried that week, including 15 mg/day of
Prednisone. At first I would think, "This is helping,"
then I wondered if the pharmacist gave me sugar pills. When
I went back to the emergency room on Saturday, Nov. 13th my
primary doctor had gotten the report back which showed my
white blood count, and he had done some research. He determined
Churg-Strauss Syndrome, which was later verified by a neurologist,
a rheumatologist, and a nerve biopsy sent to the Mayo Clinic.
He started me on 75 mg Prednisone. This made a difference!
But it wasn't a fast cure. I hung on to my husband or used
a walker to move about, and I still had lots of pain. Once
I said to my husband, "I did have a perfectly wonderful
life but Churg-Strauss came and took it away!"
The rheumatologist became my main doctor in prescribing drugs
and doing routine tests. He first had me go down to 60 mg
Prednisone and 200 mg Neurontin. When I tried to get down
below 50 mg Prednisone two or three months later, the pain
went up again. Methotrexate was added, I take 300 mg Neurontin
3 times a day, I've been able to go down to 25 mg Prednisone
(and hopefully more soon), and I have less pain too. At first
I took several pain pills a day, then 4 or 5, then 3, then
2, then 1, but on March 16 I got a prescription of 30, and
as of today, April 13, I have 17 left! I have also used Lidocane
patches on the worst places on my feet to numb the pain.
I had physical therapy for the foot drop on my left side,
and it has improved quite a bit. I went from walker to a cane,
and now it's hanging in the closet. I still have some nerve
damage on both sides. The sensations on the bottom of my feet
make me think there are pads, or sometimes brushes, under
there. These sensations sometimes throw me off balance, and
it's a little harder to feel the gas pedal when I drive. Right
now, I still have some pain all the time, but it's more tolerable
and I can do most of the things I did before CSS.
In spite of the pain, there has been more good than bad in
this experience. I constantly thank God for being with me
in all of it and this much recovery. I am amazed and thankful
for our brilliant, caring primary doctor, and the fast diagnosis.
I'm very thankful for my sweet, helpful husband, and family
and friends.
Update, October 2005
I am now down to 1 mg of Prednisone! Wooeee! On the 24th
of October I will go to 1/2 mg for 2 weeks and then off. The
rheumatologist says I don't go off the Methotrexate or the
disease will come back! The Neurontin stays the same but could
possibly change later. I have a little less pain all the time!
Still have "the pads" on my feet, but I'm pretty
much used to them. I continue to enjoy life immensely.
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